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Let me go with a slow time, before wht I was screaming will happend

I was afraid so afraid, and you cant make it disappear fear

Before I fell, I better resign

Before I destroyed, I better disappear

An underlying reason was because I was afraid of falling and couldnt rise again.

I was scared just because of 1 thing destroyed, then the other thing is dstroyed too.

Forget me, dont remember anymore. And make a decision that you never know aboutme !! NEVER

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I Can't Believe (⌣_⌣")

I dont know what happen with this all, I dont understand wth my feelings. Evrything doesnt looks as usual, thres a strange and unexpected, I never believe that all this happen with the time. I dont know you before, and i dont know abt you like i know abt him. Him? forget tlking abt him!

Until You come, you invite me to your world,you stuck me to your,you mke me need you all the time,you come in whnever i need, you gve me evrthing tht i want. Yeah like that! But I never know wht the meanings of the all, is it games to you? is it love to you ? or is it just a only temporary memories to you? Until i now i dont undrstand all!

You show your heart to me, you say evrything to me, you wanna i answer it! But until now I cant answer it too. I dont wanna to float you, but i cant believe i'm still unsure to evrything. Is it serious or no, i dont know. Thre are many considerations, thre are still many things tht i need to think abt it. But I must gve you a decision too :( Oh God wht should i do???? I must consistent with my decision. Wish all my decision is true.

(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)(˘⌣˘)ε˘`)

So Precious

talking high school? high school is never never never end

i miss all the moments all the stupid actions with my friends all the suck actions to my teachers and many other things in this i miss it. I wanna show the world that i very damn love their. Mungkin mereka yg ngebuat gue berat buat ninggalin masa SMA, mereka" yg slalu ad buat gue. Nanti kuliah bakal ad ga ya tmen" kaya mereka --". Trlalu bnyak kenangan yang ga bisa gue lupain, ga akan pernah bisa.

Nb:You guys are so irreplaceable

#100factsaboutme

Halooo evrbody how are you? hahha pertanyaan yang sangat lumrah, long time no wrote in here i miss my pencil miss keyboard, lets dance my fingers :)

"1oofactsaboutme" yeah this a trendings topic in my timeline(twitter)

Yakin mau nulis 100 fakta tentang gue ? Ya ampun gue yakin jari" gue bakal ngomel smpe ujung kulon --"

Tapi gue bner" terinspirasi dengan 100factsaboutme! hheheh prtama kali liat di mentionnya @MeAtSchool weee sadap bner isi timelinenya semuanya ttg skola smua ttg highschool *ketchupmuahmuahmuah

Yoook ayoookk kita bhas 100factsaboutme

I'm a student in Senior High school number 3#100factsaboutme'

I love all of my friends my classmates,my Moodbooster, and all of people in there #100factsaboutme

I hate homework i hate tasks :(

I hate Physics

I hate History

I love math

I love English

I love my AAB

I love Science A

I love My best teachers

I hate Exam

I love Drama

I love singing whether my voice is so bad =))

I hate Smart student who are stingy giving me cheat

I love The break Time

I hate it when Im late

I love Taking picture in Schoolpark

I love doing stupid w/ myfriends

I love when I was dreaming abt University of Indonesia

I hate when tired coming easily to me

I love Being a Teenagers

Oh Im lost the inspiration hhee

lets dance fingers in other time bye byee..........................to be continued

Semoga Kau Mengerti

Sekian lama bersamamu

Kau selalu menyenangkan

Kuberikan perhatian

Dalam setiap kesempatan

Kurasakan ada sesuatu

Yang kubaca dari setiap tatap matamu

Jangan kau pernah menduga

Aku mengharapkan kau jadi milikku

Itu tak mungkin terjadi

Sungguh aku tak menginginkan

Yang kuinginkan kau jadi sahabatku

Semopga kau mengerti

Perhatian yang kau beri

Tak kan pernah kulupakan

Tapi jangan kau artikan

Kuinginkan sesuatu yang lebih

Kurasakan ada sesuatu

Yang kubaca dari setiap tatapan matamu

Jangan engkau pernah menduga

Aku mengharapkan kau jadi milkku

Itu tak mungkin terjadi

Sungguh aku tak menginginkan

Yang kuinginkan kau jadi sahabatku

Semoga kau mengerti

Jangan engkau pernah menduga

Aku mengharapkan kau jadi milikku

Itu tak mungkin terjadi

Sungguh aku tak menginginkan

Yang ku inginkan kau jadi sahabatku

Semoga kau mengerti

Menduga....

Itu tak mungkin terjadi..

Sungguh aku tak menginginkan

Yang kuinginkan engkau jadi sahabatku

Semoga kau menge

So Tired Being Me :(

Gue capek! bner" capek ga tau juga harus gmana lagi

sumpah ga boong gue capek jdi kelas 3

capek ngurusin smua urusan yg serba ribet. Capek ngadepin tugas sekola ujian" tes" msalah yg tba" dteng dgn sndrinya.

gue udah capek sekolah, tpi disisi lain gue ga mau psah sm mereka. Gue capek dgn tugas smua tugas semua ujian smua plajaran, dan sumpah dri awal msuk kelas 3 smpe skrg ga ad stupun materi yg nyangkut di otak!GOOD!

gue juga capek banget mkiran ttg kuliah, mkirin ttg ptn pts ikatan dinas apalah itulah inilah. gue masih takut masih tkut untuk bersaing, krna gue tau persiapan gue masih di bwah standar. Gue cuma bsa berdoa biar smuanya brjalan lncar dan Tuhan kasih yg trbaik buat gue

Gue juga capek dgn masalah yg tba" dteng ke hdup gue mulai dari gosip di skolah, anak" yg ga stuju ttg prpsahan, inila itula caaaaapeeeeeeeek banget rasanya buat ngadepin itu smua. Tba" maslah dteng breng sm ujian" dan tugas" yg menumpuk, so poor!

Gue tau mungkin ini adalah proses pendewasaan diri gue, tpi gue ga yakin bisa ngelewatinnya apa ngga, badan gue otak gue semuanya udah caaapeeeek. seandainya gue bsa di tukar sm anak kecil atau bayi gue mau bner bneran mau deh.

NB: God, give me the strength

x_x

gue benci gosip!!!!

gue benci smua omongan ga bner yg buat semuanya jdi brantakan!

gue benci itu

suck!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel gue sllu bneer dan ga meleset satu pun smuanya bakal kejadi

bunuh gue skrang! its not tht i want

im crying just abt not important thing lke this, but mke me dont comfort

NB :suck for the fussy mouth!